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Rat ([personal profile] plaguedrat) wrote2014-11-04 08:51 pm
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Damn it, how will I ever get out of this labyrinth?

He's found a kind of happiness here; Rat doesn't take it for granted. People are...better here than in the West District or No. 6. He's seen them be kind in ways he's never expected. He knows this isn't necessarily an evil or bad place.

But it's still a city that stole him against his will with no way out. It's not something that sits comfortably with him, the restriction, the not knowing. He worries he'll forget that--too caught up in the distractions and pleasures of the city--and give up on himself. It's what drove him to the library today, bringing home books on Darrow's history and cartography. There's got to be something in here that will answer his questions.

If not...who knows.

So he sits on his couch, the books spread open across the coffee table.

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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Rat can taste Grey's near-smile. They can still hear the cat growling as it pounces on the plastic ring. And when the kiss breaks, he runs his fingers through Rat's hair. He doesn't want to leave. He doesn't want Rat to leave. He likes it here. He hopes Rat will, eventually, too.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps it is that Grey never questioned. On the train there wasn't anything to question. So, he's here now and that is it.

He ducks his head, nipping kisses along Rat's jaw.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
With another smile, Grey stands back, taking Rat's hand and he pulls him toward the bathroom. He's still not terribly keen on baths, but showers, he doesn't mind. He likes Rat's skin, too, when it's warm.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
The water started, Grey watches Rat's face as he strips off his shirt and jeans, leaving them to puddle on the floor, exposing himself to his boyfriend's gaze, open and un-self-conscious.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 01:56 am (UTC)(link)
The water is warm enough to make Grey shiver. He pulls Rat under the spray and closes his eyes, head tilted back to feel the water sluice down his body, hands firmly on Rat's hips.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
That feels nice. So tactile, Grey still takes any touch he can. Goosebumps pop up all over his arms and shoulders and he exhales a silent sigh.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
It's better than candy, this. Grey keeps his eyes closed, hands braced on the wall of the shower, letting Rat do with him what he will. He's more than half-hard, but it just feels so nice; he never wants it to stop.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 02:36 am (UTC)(link)
Slowly, Grey's learning what it is to be clean. He raises his arms to let Rat have more access. An offering. Though he doesn't know he's doing it.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
Eyes still closed, Grey reaches forward, wrapping his arms around Rat, so they can be close. So water-warmed skin can touch, press. He exhales another happy sigh as they are touching shoulder to hip.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-06 12:08 pm (UTC)(link)
But that's enough: Grey knows this from the train. Whatever small bit one has - one actually has a hold of - is something.

This is something.

Rat's body feels good against his and he nuzzles his cheek against the other boy's.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-07 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's something Grey is only now learning to appreciate. He runs his hands down Rat's body, ribs, belly, hips. Bone under muscle and skin. Their bodies are alike in that way.
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[personal profile] silenttrainbaby 2014-11-07 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
It does. Nuzzling kisses against Rat's cheek, Grey smiles as he reaches between them, knuckles brushing the near-erections he feels there.

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